烦 该如何是好!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

这几天的心情其实一直都有点乱
PLKN <<< 让我吃不饱 睡不暖
我不懂为什么非常抗拒这个program
虽然在这之前 听过很多关于它的事情：
很好玩 真的
你去了 你就会知道
不去你会后悔哦
bla bla bla ...............................还有很多
可是我还是非常的抗拒 有种莫名的抗拒感
为什么？此刻的我
有点烦
心有点躁
真的真的好想大哭一场
哭了 真的比较好吗？
朋友心情不好我都会这样叫他们哭的 说 哭出来会好过点 =.=
Anyway
i din show out my feeling easily
i din show out wad i am thinking at this moment
i wish i can tell everybody my feeling
i wish everybody will understand my thinking in my mind
i wish i can cry
at least my tear will fall down n my heart will feel better
i wish i can fly
at least fly over de sky
i wish i can run
at least run away from anything i dun like
NOW
de only 1 wishes in my mind
i wish i can forget all thing in my mind
i wish my mind can be cleaned as clean as i can
i wanna a new mind
i wanna a new mine
i wanna a new life
thank you
~
can i juz relax as de uncle above ma???